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looooooonng time since ive written in here.
yes, i've been sick with mono and i've been extremely tired. i just did NOT feel like getting online at all so yeah.=\ but im starting to feel somewhat better now and i'm back online again for the first time in 2 weeks.=)
I go back to school not this week but the next, Yay!=) hehe i miss people.<3
well thats all for now.
be back later with a real update.<333333
love you all.<333
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uhh guess what? yeah this really sucks..
I.have.mono=(
so I'll be out of school for 6-8 weeks. I have to sleep up to 14 hours a day or so, have to a TON of homework, and just have to take extra care of myself so I don't get any sicker.=\ This really sucks though, a lot. I won't be in school for the next 6-8 weeks or so, since I can't go. Oh yeah and I'll probably have to go to the hospital once a week to get my blood checked to see if I'm getting better or worse.=\
I hate this. A LOT. I won't fail though since I'll be doing my work at home everyday while I'm out of school.
But yeah I really hate it like a lot.=\
Yes I know mono is a kissing diesase but I did NOT getting it from kissing anyone, okay? Just had to clear that up lmao. Someone probably sneezed on me or something..bastards.;x lmao I'm not in a good mood about this.
Okay well I'm done, I need rest.=\
Bye <3 you all
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[22 Feb 2005|03:54pm] |
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Hey everyone I am taking a small break from LJ since I am from GJ since I need to catch up with school & such, but don't worry I will be back by the end of this week, this weekend or early next week, it depends on how everything's going. Please don't cut me from your friends list!=) I will try to be more active with LJ once I get back too.=)
Well, Be back as soon as I can & love you all!=)
<333
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[17 Feb 2005|02:33pm] |
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I am SO SORRY that I haven't been updating..AHHH!!!=| I need to be more active with LJ, like I am with GJ.=)
Okay I'll update FO'REAL now!=)
Anywho not much has been going on lately, really. How was everyone's V-day? Mine sucked as usual. Anyways yeah i've also been sick for about 3 weeks now but I'm getting better.=) School has been going fine.=) hehe. HOLY crappers I'm getting 3 A's!=O I'm so proud of myself!=D LMAO. IT'S MID-WINTER BREAK! Thank GOD! I can't wait to sleeeeep in tomorrorwww!=D Hahahaa.
Ehh yeah still like *him*...=\ Gave him a Valentine, though, hehe, oh how special he must feel...XD Ha. Yeahhh..still have FEELINGS for him..
I want a new LJ name, I'm sick of this one.o_O
well that's all I've got to say. not much of a real update, oh well haha.
Peace!<3
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Happy late Valentines Day.♥
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ugh haven't updated in awhile since i really haven't felt like it plus I haven't been feeling good since like last Friday or so.=\ I stayed home sick today and Wednesday, it sucks. I think I have a touch of the flu since I keep on getting fevers.=| this sucks.
Oh yeah we got a new car today.=) It's a 2002 black Ford Focus, it's hot!=)
well that's all I have to say.
I'm out,
bye!<3
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I am so DEPRESSED right now it's unreal.=( I really don't know why either. It's either because it's that time of the month, the shitty ass weather or you know who.=\ Although it shouldn't be, but it is. Yep, that's tifficult Jessica VanDenHeuvel to get depressed over a boy, tifficult her. but yeah..what boy would ever want me? Who would wanna go out with shy, lame, stupid, boring Jessica? who? no boy would, that's who.=(
sorry for the bitch ass negative attitude. I really am. Here I am putting myself down as usual over this. I need to stop, I always have such a negative downing attitude, and I'm always so effing quiet and seem so frickin sad all the time, and I am so sorry. I need to change my attitude and my personality, big time.
plus yeah I'm dealing with some family issues and all of that shit so that don't help a bit.=\
ok i'll stop this now before I bring myself down even more. it's not worth it.
good-bye.</3
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[05 Feb 2005|08:43pm] |
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Mr.Brightside ♥ The Killers |
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hey sup?
My weekend has been..okay.=\ Last night was a BAD night but lets not talk about that at all. anyways I bought the Killer's CD and it's HOT=) Hehe I love it!=)
Oh yeah plus I'm dying my hair this weekend.=) I can't wait!=)
hehe.
well im done.
sorry for the boring entry.=\
bye!<3
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MY LJ IS PAZIMPIN!=D NEW LOOK, What do you all think?=)
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Yes, I am sick.=[ I went home today after first hour because I felt like I had a fever & like I was going to puke, fun huh? Yeah plus even my teacher felt my forehead and said I had a fever, ugh. It SUCKS. I HATE being sick!
Looks like I'm not doing anything this weekend.=(
well I'm going to go & get some rest now.
Bye!<3
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You're my better half ♥ Keith Urban |
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yeah.
today was a good day I guess.=) hehehe. but I dont feel like talking about it.=)
It's actually the first good day I've had since...I dont know when.=|
And it's the sweet love that you give to me
It makes me believe that we can make it through anything
BABY YOURE MY BETTER HALF
Gah love that song!=) I wish I had someone to love.</3 =(
well I'm out,
byeee!<3
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HEADACHES ARE A FEMALE DOG!
OH YEAH NEW AIM S/N:
jessica l0ves it
IM ME & ADD ME!
KBYE!<3
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my day was borrrrriinnngggg.
I watched "Raising Helen" though, pretty good movie.=] Love it.
Anyways my weekend was pretty fun. I hung out with my friend Danyal, who goes to to Holton by the way.=] yeah it was fun.=) One of her guy friends wants to hook up with me haha, because he saw my picture and he thought I was hot so now he wants to meet me and I wanna meet him since i've talked to him online before and he's pretty cool.=)
School tomorrow.NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, I want a snow day! sdkjsihdkgjskldgsdg.
Well yeah thats all ive got to say
Bye darlings!=] (ive been calling people darlings lately so dont mind me hahahaha)
peace!<3
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[27 Jan 2005|09:26pm] |
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sup? haha I felt like saying that, real update later.<3
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| Dontcha ever feel like? |
[24 Jan 2005|03:54pm] |
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Don't know the song (it's country) ♥ 107 MUS |
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Dontcha ever feel like you blew it with someone by being too shy around them and not knowing what to say? or say something stupid? And you don't wanna be shy around them and just want to be yourself, but you're afraid that they'll think you're conceited, stupid and insecure? Ever feel like that somedays they don't know who you are? Ever feel sad when you see them flirt with other girls? Ever feel like you just messed things up completely and blew your chance with them by being stupid? Ever feel like you just wanna turn back time and change everything you did and said when you were around them? Don't you just HATE IT?
Yeah, that's exactly how I feel..I hate this. I hope things turn around for the good soon. really.I do. I can't stand it, it sucks. I feel like I blew it by being stupid and being shy, I could kick myself for being the way I was, I wish I could go back in time and turn everything around but life don't work that way of course, yanno? yeah, it sucks.
i'm done.
bye.<3
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[23 Jan 2005|05:40pm] |
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Boring day, woohoo. ::sarcasm::
Slept in until 11, Watched "Anaconda" when I woke up..pretty good but kinda scary movie. Then I went online for a bit, then watched some of "Little Black Book" but didn't finish since it wasn't that good to me.=\ I hate Sundays, they're so boring, ugh, and it usually means that there's school the next day, but I hope not tomorrow.
I want a snow day tomorrow more than anything. I hate Mondays, they suck. But it's not looking so good here.=[ Stupid calm weather, GO AWAY LOL! I want a big mean, evil blizzard for tonight.<3
Or for it to get really cold, like the roads will be too icy and the temp will be too cold.=) There is a small possibilty.=)
Gah I really hope I have a snow day tomorrow.
Well that's it.
Peace out my loves.<3
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